How are you?
How are you feeling?
What are you feeling?
How do you respond to this question? For me, the answer is always “fine” or “I don’t know.”
It’s not because I am trying to be difficult or because I’m avoiding the question, but because I genuinely don’t know. For the vast majority of the time I am filled with emptiness – I feel blank. Sometimes there are other, secondary emotion words I can pinpoint but it’s usually just nothing.
This is a short post without a conclusion, but I’m not feeling feelings properly…and I’m trying to wrap my head around it.