My mom found my blog. Granted, it wasn’t hidden particularly well.
Claudius gave me the heads up.
My gut reaction was to shut down the blog, but I’m reconsidering. Because this is the place where I best organize my thoughts, which makes it helpful when bringing them to the headshrinker. It also helps to simply push ideas into the world that I would otherwise ruminate on. I also appreciate the support from the internet community.
I’m asking Claudius to tell Betsy that I would really, really prefer that she doesn’t read it. With her reading I definitely will feel the need to much less forthcoming. Frankly, if there is anywhere in real-life that I’m forthcoming, it’s here…and I want to make that self-disclosure journey from online to off at my own pace.
Of course, I’m going to paranoid that she’s still reading it…I made the rash decision to block her from the facebook page.
I’m the worst.
Oof. Thoughts appreciated.